I have yet to learn how to trust in you. I tell myself, "oh everything is okay and nothing will break the connection we have." Yet we all experience jealousy and it over powers our train of thought. Does this ever go away? Its not that I don't trust you, it's that I don't know how to let you live your life and yet be the only person in your eyes. Why do we want things we can't have? My trust in you is like the first time I only want those 3 hours back where we talked and We were honest and upfront with each other. I know you don't give me reasons to not trust you but your never around either so how am I supposed to trust you. I know we are not together. Those 3 hours give me hope that we will one day but sometimes thats not even enough. I feel like I am asking to much but at the same time is it wrong for me to ask this of you.
When your with me all my problems disappear. Yet when your not around all this doubt fills my head and I don't know how to get rid of that instinct. I am sorry I bug you about all of this and I don't mean to do it. It kindof just happens. I tell you this all the time and yet I still don't think you understand why I feel this way. But then again I can't read your mind and we don't talk that often.
Advice for men:
Tell women how you feel!
Be honest with them always!
Don't be afraid to cry infront of women!
If you don't like the girl don't lead her on!
at the Oct 3rd dodgers game.
Me on the left with andrea watching a dodgers game
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